quinnwharton.com - I love my cousins

My cousin Ashley has a friend named Quinn that does photography. I love his photos! :) I view many pictures online but nothing quite interests me as much as his work does. Anyone can buy a nice camera and point and shoot -- but I like his creativity. I like original creativity that stands out! :) Anyway, enjoy a few photos. The subjects (girls at least) are my cousins !!! :D <3 Amazing. Dancers. Intelligent. Beauuutiful. and I guess they can be models too..? Hah. So sessy. enjoy




The rest below are Quinn and Ashley. methinks they were taken by Monica Denevan

Amaaaazing.

My parents have even had the opportunity to watch MJ in his prime at his concert in Thailand. I remember their description of the fans fainting, frantically crying, and just how amazing his concert was overall !! My cousins and I actually spent our time in Thailand watching Michael Jackson ..(and pink panther..haha =p) videos all day long because we didn't really care to watch Thai News being broadcasted on the TV. I was probably 4 years old, but I remember it clear as day because..well, it was freakin' Thailand! :) If you ever wondered why I attempted to dance and fell in love with it... here's the man that inspired me to do so. :)

U.S. tour? Even though there is a complete hole in my wallet, I definitely hope to reserve a spot if and when there is one. It's one on the "Life's To-do List" :p

heyman.

very irritated and sad.

irritated when people act like they rank above everybody else and talk down to others. very annoying, even MORE annoying when they physically grab you ordering demands. you're not my older sibling, and we are not that close of friends - so please take a step back and just relax.

sad because my mom's still at the hospital. there has been progress though! I've been scared for the past few days..barely getting by with school and hardly getting any sleep- I'm either crying or so exhausted from being up all the time. Can't close my eyes 'cause I get an uneasy feeling or just bad thoughts....It's been a rough week. I'm thankful David is by my side late at night after he gets off work =\ Thanks for that and for taking the trips to visit my mom with me as well. <3

On a happier note, LAKERS WON while we were in vegas and they won tonight :D Yea, I spent my memorial day weekend in Vegas with a few friends. It was pretty fun. I want to play some PAI-GOW damnit :) Thanks for a good weekend guys! I've missed L4d like crazy! I haven't played this week either. I've been home w my grandma -- it's so empty here. Dad and Mom are at the hospital, brother's at work or sleeping -- my grandma and I are just here. Come visit. Ha :)

can't post pics on flickr yet. over limit. fb =) byebyebye.

hello kitty homes :)

Lisa Edelstein FHM

I LOVE HOUSE.
Whoa, cuddy.

Publish Post

Lisa Edelstein on France's FHM

On posing for the sexy pictures in the magazine: I loved it! I enjoy photo shoots. You get to work with people whom only think about making you beautiful, it’s nice! I felt so free…
On being over 40 and still being considered sexy: It’s great! I had never thought of myself as sexy until I reached forty. Actually, when you reach forty everything starts making sense. Every piece of the puzzle finds their place, every information about yourself, your body, your life…Fulfilling oneself as a woman. There’s no true secret of beauty. As long as you take care of yourself, you feel beautiful.
On the similarities between her and Dr. Cuddy: She’s clever and funny, she likes clothes, she does her job well, she knows what she wants and how to get to it and she really has bad taste in men! Cuddy and I, we both fall for the very intelligent jerk kind of guy
On ever falling in love with a guy like Dr. House: Yes…And I won’t say more!
On what she finds sexy in a man: His brain. I find that the way a man thinks is more sexy than his looks. I am a visual, I am attracted to physical appearance. But if there isn’t a brain, it’s not worth it.
On what other shows she watches: Lost, Mad Men and Big Love. Those are my favorites. I try to watch an episode of House from time to time, just to see how the story is told and to assess my performance. But I can’t watch myself on screen for too long. It’s weir and you always end up self-criticizing.

from eparsa.fr

HAPPY WEEKENDSSSS

Last weekend - -Sunday's BBQ at Frencho Jon's was fun. It was very chill and relaxing and just goodtimes all around. Think I got a little burnt though, but well worth napping out in the sun! :) Shinoda and I played pong and won. Holler. Good bacon, burgers, and steak. Thanks for BBQing - too bad Wilks couldn't be there 'cause of work.

Monday was second day of crazy heat so I went to Newport with some CG heads and friends. Jezzie bought me my first ham and cheese from Seaside -- so deliciouso!! I love croissants. A croissant with ham and cheese inside is 10x better. Went to Tapx and Ranch 99 then BK's girl's place for a bit before heading home.

Wednesday the weather dropped to a much cooler temperature and the first thing that I thought was, ...earthquake weather. Sure enough a couple earthquakes hit Yorba Linda later on in the day -- weird that it hit right where I was located like last year when it hit Chino Hills. Ahh. It was funny though 'cause Wilks didn't feel the first one even though he was standing right outside his house-- the 2nd big one hit while we were grubbin' at Yoshi's Sushi where some of the customers were screaming. Haha- it was just funny.

This weekend was pretty fun too. Friday we met up at Ryan's in LA and went to RUSH. We barely see Ryan so it was cool to be out as a whole group - although Miz was MIA but for legit reasons. Overall t was a good night, wooo goodtimes. Sunday we drove to Corona for Scott's bday- it was fun. It was even more fun at Mongo's afterwards where we played King's Cup and Wilks was knocked out and snoring. =p MMM IT'S NOT DELIVERY..IT'S DIGIOURNO's!

Picture Overload.

These are pictures from Valentine's Day -- way long ago. I bought Wilks a silver dogtaggy necklace. & he bought me chocolates, dinner, a movie, and a card. He also bought us Disneyland/CA Adventure Park tickets but we didn't use them 'til waay later. :D

FEB 2009.
















Disneyland. We were s'posed to go for our v-day date but waited 'til springbreak instead :D

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Laguna Beach. 040109. relax.

















and then..some random ones :)

february 13, 2008

2008.
Has anything changed?
I've grown a little.. a teensy bit.

Sakihara is still the only one that ever gave me the best advice during my time of sadness. "Never settle."

Isn't it funny how we seek advice but never follow through with it?

Girls are blind. Not all, but most are at one point or another. The smart ones learn quickly and save themselves from that unnecessary hurt. Insanity: Making the same mistake over and over again but expecting a different result each time. Boys continue to be ruthless. but i'm not ruling out only boys. this works the other way around too. Overall, we just end up hurting each other time and time again. Everybody is so eager to fill that empty space so we find each other clinging to temporary highs--temporary highs that leave us feeling even more empty.

It's never wise to search for these things. When it's ready, it should present itself to you on it's own. This is my idealistic state of mind, but I often lose sight and forget and find myself caught up in "moments."

"Love waits for one thing- the right moment."

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It's never wise to search for these things. When it's ready, it should present itself to you on it's own. This is my idealistic state of mind, but I often lose sight and forget and find myself caught up in "moments.""

HA. I was speaking with Trevor one day randomly and he said "When thou ceases to look is when it shall be found" THEN he introduced me to David and I said "But I LOOKED for him,..it can't be right if I was asking about him" and he replied with, "NO. I looked him up for you and he came into your life. PERFECT timing. I did all the work.." hahaha :)

I can't believe how much time has gone by. I don't regret a single thing that has happened. A wise friend once told me, "Have the right regrets." I have a lot of living and learning to do... a lot more growing... but I think I'm finally on the right path.

Oh, and..I need to start going to church.

april 7, 2008

It's enough to know that I will try and I won't have that regret hanging over my head. =) But everything takes time. People seem more and more impatient (including myself).. to learn from their mistakes.. to move forward and grow to become who it is they want to be. I've talked with a particular friend and it irks me because we both put forth so much effort and energy asking ourselves why we haven't grown to our fullest potential, and also why we're not content with where we're at - it's exhausting. But I figure that time isn't the only factor. Experience. Patience. I need to stop and think about the future and take careful steps to reach what I envision in my mind as success. But these things can't be rushed and can't really be sought. I'm not preaching, i'm instilling this thought in my mind so I know not to expect anything. Things need to unfold naturally. But it's fine to feel discouraged- waiting, wishing, hoping because life throws you blessings when you least expect it and that's when it feels the most deserved.

So I've been feeling silly again. I hate this feeling just as much as I love it. I am that girl.. the girl who wears her heart on her sleeve, who trusts before she knows, who follows what is best for her emotionally, not logically. I do indulge in taking risks if I feel it's worth it. Silly risks, thoughts, and words. I enjoy spontaneity, but I still am longing for some consistency. Not now, but someday. These things just happen. I wish, too, for someone to prove to me it's worth it because I no longer believe that it is. Prove me wrong.

I want to do things because they feel right,
not because they're the right thing to do.

rest in peace. i miss you.

I was thinking about my post that I wrote earlier and was reminded of my old cat cheekan bao and her tragic incident. I miss you so much. i love you. RIP :( made me cry and want to post up fotos of her.... best cat in the world - big bully to everyone. but an angel to me.

and here's BABY.